Thursday, March 30, 2006
Dang!
-Returned Don the $19 I've owed him since last year. -guilty* :
-Had pasta in school today... Slurps! :D
-Bohong means liar in Bahasa Indonesia.
-Tsunam has a korean Harry Potter book! Really thin though, compared to the English versions.
-I just happened to glance up while doing my lit homework in the canteen when I met the gaze of this certain oddball who then pointed at me and went, "Xi Huan Ta La!" =.-?
-Saw Justin watching "15" in the library computer. I so feel like watching it too! Didi and I used to know it the whole film by heart and for some demented reason, we found it hilarious to say each line before it comes.
-Borrowed 3 books just before leaving school. They'll help keep me occupied I suppose..
Mm..
Went shopping with Mom and Small J. Wanted to shop for clothes at Espirit but that absent-minded woman forgot her discount card. There were a few tops that caught my eye, and a knee length white skirt too. Nice nice! Gotta get them all SOON!
Bought a light pink tote bag.. It's nothing special, but it's cheap so yeah I'll just use it for school. God knows I need one. Two nail enamels.. pink and darkish red.
And...
The buy of the day; DRUMROLL please.
My very first pair of RED underwear!
Okay, it isn't exactly red.. more maroonish but that's beside the point.
Hello, it's my virgin vermillion undie! I don't know why I felt this little shiver up my spine when I bought it. Maybe I'm just sick that way. Fetish. Or deprived. Haha!
I really should get a digicam. Wouldn't you guys like to take a look at that pair?
Hiakhiakhiak. You wouldn't right? I'm sure.
I'm thinking of you, in my sleepless solitude tonight.
If it's wrong to love you, then my heart just won't let me be right.
-Returned Don the $19 I've owed him since last year. -guilty* :
-Had pasta in school today... Slurps! :D
-Bohong means liar in Bahasa Indonesia.
-Tsunam has a korean Harry Potter book! Really thin though, compared to the English versions.
-I just happened to glance up while doing my lit homework in the canteen when I met the gaze of this certain oddball who then pointed at me and went, "Xi Huan Ta La!" =.-?
-Saw Justin watching "15" in the library computer. I so feel like watching it too! Didi and I used to know it the whole film by heart and for some demented reason, we found it hilarious to say each line before it comes.
-Borrowed 3 books just before leaving school. They'll help keep me occupied I suppose..
Mm..
Went shopping with Mom and Small J. Wanted to shop for clothes at Espirit but that absent-minded woman forgot her discount card. There were a few tops that caught my eye, and a knee length white skirt too. Nice nice! Gotta get them all SOON!
Bought a light pink tote bag.. It's nothing special, but it's cheap so yeah I'll just use it for school. God knows I need one. Two nail enamels.. pink and darkish red.
And...
The buy of the day; DRUMROLL please.
My very first pair of RED underwear!
Okay, it isn't exactly red.. more maroonish but that's beside the point.
Hello, it's my virgin vermillion undie! I don't know why I felt this little shiver up my spine when I bought it. Maybe I'm just sick that way. Fetish. Or deprived. Haha!
I really should get a digicam. Wouldn't you guys like to take a look at that pair?
Hiakhiakhiak. You wouldn't right? I'm sure.
I'm thinking of you, in my sleepless solitude tonight.
If it's wrong to love you, then my heart just won't let me be right.
joviee's musings at 9:40:00 PM
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0 BEEPS!*
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0 BEEPS!*
When you told me you loved me,
did you know that it would take me the rest of my life to get over the feeling of knowing a dream didn't turn out right?
When you let me believe,
that you were not complete without me by your side, how could I know that you would go, that you would run?
Baby I thought you were the one.
I had a premonition awhile ago that this would happen, that he would eventually, declare his love faded to the point of perhaps, translucency. A few hours ago, it finally came crashing down.
I wonder why I am not less upset. After all, was I not planning an attempt to vanquish from his life just the night before? Precautions were taken; many days were spent on the 'Trial of the Unloving of Him'. Ah well. I suppose I can safely conclude it a failure.
Everytime we end this relationship, I never fail to marvel at the state of intensity and depths my emotions will be sunk in. The routine never differs very much from below:
Break up mentioned - Agreement in a 'Who Needs You' kinda way - Life goes on as per normal - First hint of regret seeps in - Love song plays - Cigarette lighted - Free flow of hot, salty tears.
And the same old "I never thought I would/Do I really feel so deeply for him?" structured essay question begins a marathon in the mind.
Bah!
It's make or break now baby. And it's all up to you.
I love you.
did you know that it would take me the rest of my life to get over the feeling of knowing a dream didn't turn out right?
When you let me believe,
that you were not complete without me by your side, how could I know that you would go, that you would run?
Baby I thought you were the one.
I had a premonition awhile ago that this would happen, that he would eventually, declare his love faded to the point of perhaps, translucency. A few hours ago, it finally came crashing down.
I wonder why I am not less upset. After all, was I not planning an attempt to vanquish from his life just the night before? Precautions were taken; many days were spent on the 'Trial of the Unloving of Him'. Ah well. I suppose I can safely conclude it a failure.
Everytime we end this relationship, I never fail to marvel at the state of intensity and depths my emotions will be sunk in. The routine never differs very much from below:
Break up mentioned - Agreement in a 'Who Needs You' kinda way - Life goes on as per normal - First hint of regret seeps in - Love song plays - Cigarette lighted - Free flow of hot, salty tears.
And the same old "I never thought I would/Do I really feel so deeply for him?" structured essay question begins a marathon in the mind.
Bah!
It's make or break now baby. And it's all up to you.
I love you.
joviee's musings at 12:15:00 AM ;
0 BEEPS!*
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0 BEEPS!*
